| Location | Halifax |
| Age | 23 years |
| Cause of Death | Accident |
| Date of Birth | 04/10/1985 |
| Date of Death | 22/11/2008 |
| Visitors | 1,212 since 27/11/2008 |
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It's that Time Again
How time moves on so quickly. I was only saying to my husband Dave what seemed like weeks ago" seems daft spending all this time putting the tree and decorations back up the loft when we will be getting them back down again in no time"....and guess what it's that "No time again".
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This time of year (Christmas) brings with it many different emotions, for me as a young child growing up as was for most children it was a time of great excitement... and for me personally some of it was spiritual, but most of it was thinking about the new doll or teddy bear I had asked Santa Claus for.., and holding my breath as Santa came into my room on Christmas Eve night, hoping he wouldn't notice I wasn't asleep. Now if I had kept my eyes open but been discreet maybe I would have seen my dad on tip toe placing my Xmas stocking on the end of my bed. But I'm glad I didn't for it would have spoilt the magical moments of being a child.
But now I am grown up, the magic has all but gone, sadly I see Xmas in a new light. Where the rich seem richer and the poor even poorer. I reflect on love ones who have past away, and of friend's loved ones who too have gone. I feel their pain as I do my own and wish I could wave a magic wand and bring some magic back into their lives. so everything would be ok again...But then this is the real world, and as you get older, you begin to understand that this is what life is all about.
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.We do come into this world with nothing, but by heck we leave an awful lot behind when we go.., and Jonathan you are no exception, you have a large and loving family who miss you very much... I feel that when you look down here at them you are thinking to yourself (hey! don't cry it's great up here, the sun is always shining, the flowers always blooming birds singing and never any worries, and best of all. He will see you all again, heaven knows what he will say to me when I introduce myself! I expect it will something like Oh! So you are the mystery writer who prattles on and on and onnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn..
.I wouldn't be surprised if you and Dean aren't organising some Christmas party up there, with more than just a wee bit of Xmas cheer...I'm just hoping that when it comes by turn to climb the golden stairs that I find a hidden stack of good old 60,s music, don’t mind your rumpedy bump but you can’t beat some good ole hippy nostalgia.. Suppose I could always open a revival club next to the night club I am sure you and Dean are running. Anyway it's time for me to tiptoe off into the sunset once more! Says Rhonda dreaming.
Rhonda Hickmott
ONE YEAR
Cant belive its one been one year bro it just feels like yesterday i miss ya so much still cant belive ya gone still cant get ma head around it all. I love ya so much and miss you Rip bro.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Happy Birthday
Well Jonathan you are probably thinking "Hi up"! It's that strange woman again and yes it's me and I know that it's your birthday and your supposed to chill,put your feet up and do your own thing.. But will you do this mad woman a big favour please if you get a minute..Let your brother Manuell know that he's not a loser..you know he's doing good and doing the best that he can, and that is the most that any of us in this world can do right now and he ought to be proud of what he has achieved in his life, to concentrate on the positive things in life and put the negative behind him. Not one of us is perfect, no matter how hard we try. He needs an extra little nudge from you.. You know something Jonathan! when Manuell smiles he lights up the place.( that's a positive plus..Before I go have a great party,give pur regards to Dean and let my family and friends know I am thinking about them all Rhonda Hickmottx
Cant belive you would be 24 today our kid. i wish you was here so we could go for a dink together. i still cant belive it jonathan. if i could give everything back and change annything in my life it would be just to have you back here. i wish i could jst see you one more time to tell you how much i love and miss you and how sorry i am,im such a looser such a bad brother.well me micky and antonio r having a few beers for you today i cant belive we never did when you was here.hopfully you will be with us in some way. i lve you with all my hart our kid happy birthday. i love you for ever.xxxxxxx
Never Knew You But................
Never knew you but Know your brother,and whenever I read his messages to you I feel can feel his deep sadness..Sounds like your family are really struggling to cope with your loss Jonathan.Please let them know that you are in good hands and in a better place than the rest of us right now..watch over them and keep them strong.. ( You and Dean are probably giving those angels a run for their money...teaching them a few new chords on their harps and I bet there's a few new clubs up there honking out some great music....courtesy of "Dean & Jonathan's " "Heavenly Homes Makeover" company..
God Bless you and your family ..
Rhonda Hickmott
p.s ( if ever someone on here needs to talk,im not far away..
BROTHER
Its me manuel i lost ma email address.
wow! i forgot how hard it is to relise ur nt here. i have just been pretenting everythigs is ok when really its not, we miss you so much jonny. i cant stop crying writing this i havent cried for ages just because i wont alow my self to think about it that your gone.we have all sorted your grave stone out that should be with you in a few weeks thannk god,t nice with a good pic of you on it hpe you like it.please can ya look down on anna she is out of control i really dont know what we can do to help he anymore.and can you help mum i dont no what to do to help her anymore i think she has just give up now she just dose not care.i love you always and for ever little bro.xxx
sat thinkin ov ya
well i fell asleep earlier n thought was runnin through my ed 4 a spilt second i thought i cud feel ya nxt 2 me i dnt like the way am feelin right now i feel lost n empty i try so hard to think ya in prison or on holiday i know it silly but it keeps me goin or does it fook knows all i know is sum think happened 2nite when i was asleep n it span me out plz babe if it is ya come bk talk to me anythink plz xxxxxxxxxxx
still hard wit u not er
well babe its ova 6 mnt n ya u might think i have moved on but i ant thing r not goin good for me wat do i exspect ur not er i do try n be strong but i jus wanna crumble there not a day goes by when i dnt whish i cud be wit u it wud make thing so easier i know i ant been to ya grave but it hard babe will ya plz come n talk to me do ya still think about me as i do u n will ya wait 4 me ilove u my boo n always will the kids send there lv n maison is such a lil rebel lol makka gd not seen much ov him not since well u know i lv ya babe so much why did u av to go??????????? life is so unfair i fookin hate it i hate bein ere it not the same n never will be....... xxxxxxxx love ya boo from ya suckle
Alright hun!!!
Well i just thought, id drop you a line...You'd be surprised how bring sasha is now lol!!! She talks and evrything now quite funny really, she propa luvs herself lmao!!! anyways hope your looking after everyone up there. Im coming to leeds late july, so im gonna meet up with your michael, come have a chat to you init!!!
Well thinking of you always, Still singing my rhymes lol
xxxxx H and Sasha
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